After matriculation

Gd evening .....~

Its been a reallly long time since my last writting on this blog . Guess what guess guess! Im 21 now😇 (Feel blessed) .
Yes. Dah lama sangat tak update. Im sorry . seriously i really want to write at least sikit pun jadi la kan but end up , i write nothing.. Hari-hari macam tu.
Well, my life does not going well sangat that is why i have to do lots and lots of things to fix them up.
Macam tu la hidup ni.. The more you gain numbers on your age , the more unexpected stuffs come up/out/in .
after i graduated from matriculation, i didnt get any medicine degree on UPU so i decided to continue my med degree at IPTS with perhaps i would get MARA loan. The university agent promised me about those loan from mara but end up , for a year i studied medicine at this one particular ipts , i had to stop my study as i cant pay the tuition (there is no more mara loan even for bumiputera) they cheated on me , not just me , but few students yang mengharapkan nak mati kat mara loan pun berhenti belajar.
But mama cakap, kalau bukan rezeki, kita cuba macam mana pun, sama je i will need to stop my study. Tak pe la.
Kita hamba allah, yang terlalu kecil ni, redha kan je la takdir yang allah dah rancang . Sebab allah tahu mana yang terbaik untuk kita. Allahu Rabb.